Jan S

Salsa (and timba, and casino, and latin jazz, and son, and rumba, etc)

I WANT US TO BELONG TO EACH OTHER. - I want us to belong to each other, to give myself to you, to be as close to you as possible, to be together with you, to long for you and join with you. - I want to give my love to you, to have permission to love you, to be in love with you every second and love you. Be the one you love, become loved by you and get your love. - I want to mean something to you, be meaningful to you, be someone to you, be longed for, and know that you think about me. - Please be the one whose sms I always await happily.

I WANT YOU TO MEAN MUCH TO ME. - I want us to mean much to each other. - I want YOU to mean everything to me, to give a meaning to my daily chores, and to know that you mean much to me. - I want ME to be important to you every moment, to be “someone” to you, and to know that I mean much to you.

I WANT TO ADMIRE YOU. - I want to breathtakingly and crazily admire, idealize, be in love with, worship, and be astonished about you who are “someone” to me. I want you to be astonished about me and I want to satisfy your astonishment, I want to be astonished about how astonishing you are, get my astonishment satisfied. - You so pure and clean to me, us so pure and clean as children to each other, so much longing for each other’s secrets, so happily relaxed when we get each other, my life’s content, meaning and goal.

I WANT TO TOUCH YOU. - I want to touch you and be touched by you, caress you and be caressed by you, fall to sleep together and wake up together with all longing satisfied, just be and be and look into your eyes forever and sink into your eyes, be close to you in the light of the sun, the moon and the stars. - I want you who long for my hands to caress you lovingly, you who can talk forever with me until the sun rises, chat and look into your eyes and hold your hand and touch and have you sit in my lap and lye in your embrace and breathtakingly sink into your eyes and just be so so close.

I WANT TO SUPPORT YOU TO REALISE YOURSELF. - You who are my happiness, let me be the happiness of your life and make your daily chores light! Be the one for whom you make meals and with whom you share meals and talk for hours until we sink together in bed and have pleasures which feel completely congenially shared and getting satisfied together. - Let me give you bravery and strength to live your own life while sharing it with me by telling me about it. Tell your dreams to me and let me help and support you in realizing your dreams. Talk with me intellectually theoretically and emotionally practically. - Return to my lap, receive strength of life and happiness of life from my lap, go and realize yourself and return again to my lap to celebrate the successes of your life and cry about the losses of your life. - I want to be proud about you, either in public so that the whole world is aware of our love or secretly so that only the two of us know about our belonging together.

I WANT TO BE MYSELF GENUINELY. - You to whom I dare to be myself, be open, be honest, feel even my strongest feelings of all kinds without hiding them from you, openly and honestly, from moment to moment, even while being afraid of the exposure of my tender spots. You in front of whom I dare to be as dependent as I fundamentally am, and as independent as I have the strength to be because we belong together when I walk my own way until I again return to my home in your arms. You from whom I get courage and strength. - I want to talk to you about everything, even about your former love(r)s if you so choose. - I am looking for strong experiences together with you which I want to share either on the spot or later reported. I want to do unfore-seen and unheard-about things with you, new experiences, since I can take strong new things when I may share them with you, I dare to live with you. I have fears, disappointments and even bitternesses and resentments. I hope that you moderate my fears, so that I am not hard. - You can stand my softness and playfulness, my boyishness and girlishness. I am clearly and completely a male and I accept my femininity.