Hello my friends, I am so sorry I have not been online much!  It has been very difficult for me lately, of court business, and visitation, and, special needs children and most of all, fighting depression, and wantiing to start over on my own.  I am in an abuisve relationship for too many years, and I just don't how to come out of it, or find my way out!

Do you ever wondered if the God ya believed in, may not be the right God?  But confused of who is the true God?

Ever wonder why Christians are so hateful to each other? And even attack each othWhat I dont understand, is that if my greatgrandfather is a true muslim, and that under his household, does that makes me a muslim? and under the umbrella of elders, does that make me a muslim? today, people came to the door, with some text, on awake, about some kingdom, they called them selves jevoah witness. And more guests came yesterday, they called themselves Mormoans, Saints of Jesus Christ, And my dear muslim friend, just told me it will be ok, just dont believe what they say, they are trying to confuse me, and some people from a church, drops some litaure to me too. So much, all connections about Jesus, but each has a name for thier God. So cnfusing.er? I sure do!!!!

Why does Jesus allowed his own people to attack people? Attack and bash other people? I thought the Jesus I was told about was about a God of love, not a God that bashes people. You ever wonder why no muslims never bashed anyone? I sure do!!!!
 

I have been attacked by so many Christians, on yahoo, it is not funny!!! 

Yahoo has a lot of drama on there, you would not believe of the women just gets jealous of more than 1 blog, Hello, I do have more than 200 friends on my list, and they have less than 70 to 30 and I don't get it, but they really want to be very mean and have a bashing party on someone!

Beware of them!  women only have less friends on their list, misberale people loves company, and love to bash those has long list of freinds of names!!!