Cammrynn C

When you said forever, you meant a few years. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.

Juno, Scary movie, house of 1000 corpse, and lots more

Weeds, Trailer park boys, So you think you can win a Japaneses game show,Corner Gas, you can't do that on television

a few here and there there

Tech Decks Horse back riding siming

music second life friends I have yet to see in real life!

To see the world

eyes

I watch the sky turn gray I kneel down and pray For God to take the pain away And help me to be strong everyday My wings are broken I can no longer fly But I'll find my heaven Where there'll be no tears to cry My knees are wounded I don't think I can still walk But I remember how my life ended I can still hear them talk I'm a lost soul Trying to find my way home I'm a lost soul Trying to find my way, alone I've been through hell I've been hurt so bad But everything's gonna go well So there's no need to be sad I'm a lost soul Trying to be strong I'm a lost soul Singing a sad, sad song I'm a lost soul Trying to do no wrong I'm a lost soul Been lost for so long Hear me God, I can't do this anymore Please Father, lead me to your door I don't wanna be lost anymore Take my hand Oh Lord I'll crawl on the ground Cry without a sound One day, MAYBE, one day, I'll be found.

My happiness is gone as I walk in this world. The thoughts in my head have me wishing I was laying in a cold dark hole. Once I lose you and my soul there is no turning back. Everything I once dreamed of no longer has an impact. I don't want to love nor do I want to have fun. My days are so long the problems in my mind make me question if I should carry on. I smile so that's what people see on my face, A fake Pitty smile, they think that I am happy but deep down inside I feel like a worthless disgrace. Each day the performance I put on for people is Emmy award winning, But I question myself and wonder if I act this way for me to hold off my own internal sinnings. When I wake up from a night's sleep I wonder to myself if today is the day my heart will be back to it's old self or will it still be skipping every other beat. I wonder if things that once made me happy to be alive will make a comeback. I wonder if the little things in life that made me who I am will have me once again dreaming to the stars. I wonder if I will feel less empty hearted. I wonder to myself who holds the match to start that fire. I am tired of running and losing my breath. I want to hold tight to something th