so where to begin...

i went back to ICT this semestral break. Gush i missed my officemates and i saw some of them. they were really shocked to see me there after ahmmm almost six months? hehehe. Coach Patrick was the one who first saw me and goodness he did look slimmer and he has hair na hehehe... then den and i loitered around the 15th floor looking for familiar faces. we saw mickey then jade... hehehe i missed that girl siya kasi lagi ko kasama before. after a while we saw joan.. he was really funny but when he hugged me i lost my balance hehehe. Next one will be BULLY he didn't even gain a single pound ever since i left that place hehehe. miss you bully!!! the loraine the party girl hahaha... late siya for the start of the shift. then i saw coach harry my ever bully coach. hehehe. oh yeah i realized that my head set is missing oh ohhhh good thing den, coach patrick, specially coach harry was there. hehehe they looked for a headset for me. thank you guys your the best!!! oh yeah den called me a spoiled brat. hehehe .i was there from 8:30 in the evening we finished letting 3 people sign our clearance and it was 4:30 when we decided to call it a night hehehe... i was really sleepy then but bully and den wont let me go home yet. tatakutin ko pa daw ba sila. hahaha so i stayed with bully for a while. and gush i even heard their 06 (meeting) hahaha. ang drama talaga nun. ms nina cried and some reps even complained about their coaches. but i think it was the wrong time to whine when they are in need of performances. hindi kasi kailangan magsisihan diba? instead they should make their coaches see that "hey we don't need you, cause we can handle it ourselves cause we are so good already" yeah thats what i tell myself before. "Arene, make sale!!!!" hahaha i remember coach patrick breathing at my neck already for me to make sale when Cap 1 performance was really down against the competitor... but hey it was cool but im afraid too much stress and pressure is not for me thats why i resigned. well i dont like my work already cause it felt so mundane and i wasn't happy with it already. i dont have any problems with my co workers infact i love them so much and i was happy with them. but being a rep isn't for me. the experience was great and it helped me a lot to improve my diction and how to approach people and not to be shy!!! anyway i went home around 6 in the morning may araw na hehehe... i need to sleep for a while and go to my cousins bday party.

party

it was a kids party but i still love to go there because i get to see my cousins from my moms side. it was really fun to eat dirty ice creams. watch kids play and cry when someone else wins that game hehehe... i even watched the clowns perform hahaha. the other one ripped his pants because of his stunts hahaha... it wasn't included in the show ok... hahaha poor clown... oh well i asked my mom if we can leave early cause i was really sleepy i only had 3 hours or less of sleep.

back to ict...

i went back again to ict. but the lady guard made my head really boil. hay i was waiting for their sup for my clearance and i kept asking her only to find out after an hour that he will be signing at 8 pm gush... sana maaga pa lang sinabi na niya grabe uminit talaga ulo ko and the other guard notice it already and was telling me that he'll be there soon.. blah blah blah... but i was really pissed so i left na.

greenhills

what no tiangge hahaha. poor mommy but still we went shopping at the stores. i didnt buy anything i was the one who needs to carry all the things my mom bought... when we were about to go home my mom went to the CR and i stayed outside.. after few minutes i wonder where she was and whats taking her so long. un pala kala niya may ibang tao sa cr hahha.

Taxi

grrr i wonder why some drivers choose their passengers eh dapat nga ung pasahero ang namimili!!! grrrr... nasa greenhills lang kami and metrowalk was

he is out on a date! 

let just say that my day was a bit shocking hehehe. i cleaned my room and waxed it... a big accomplishment really... then i saw my lil brother running around the house and was all dressed up. i wonder why. i asked my mom where will that lil brother of my headed to. she said she doesnt know. then we heard the gate open and saw my lil brother bringing out the car. my mom told me to ask my brother where he'll bring the car. he said he'll be going to marquinton (blue wave, mall near our house.) then my dad showed up and i was about to ask him if my brother asked for persmission but he asked me first. hehehe doink my lil brother is so busted later. then my diko (older brother) told us that arman has a date...

me:bakit siya nakikipagdate?

mom:sisiraan ng bait.

me: eh bakit ako hindi pwede?

diko:pwede ka makipagdate pero chaperone ako.

me:sige pag nakipagdate ka chaperone din ako.

my lil brother has a date while i dont! not fair hehehe. but oh well i dont feel like having a date during day time. hehehe. hmmm it made me realize something my lil brother has lots of money to bring a car and go out for a date and he hasn't paid me yet!!! aba naman!!!

arene, when can you be mine? 

that question was thrown at me so early in the morning. goodness kakagising ko lang eh. my friend and i had that little chat. i asked why he want me to be his. he said a lot things but it never convinced me. i just told him. it made me wonder how many times to i have to say that word for him get it. i told him that i only see him as friend. yada yada yada...

me:it just like this the feeling isn't mutual gets? i mean i like but only as a friend...

him: but you never gave me a chance

maybe i never did gave him a chance to show me what he feels but i really don't see him as someone who will be more than my friend. maybe some guys thinks that it is easy to say no and break someones heart but its not easy at all. its not easy too hurt someone who is close to you. but i think its better to tell what you really feel for them. i think i'll only hurt them more if i say yes yet wont feel anything close to what they are feeling.

bakit wala ka pang boyfriend?

my dad was asking me why don't i have a boyfriend yet. i think he's a bit worried that i might end up like my aunts "oldmaids" hehehe. but dad dont worry cause i wont i just havn't found my match yet hehehe...

dad:may boyfriend ka na ba?

me:wala pa bakit?

dad:bakit wala pa? dapat mag boyfriend ka na din. wala bang nanliligaw sayo?

me: meron, duh sa ganda kong toh walang manliligaw sakin (i sai